"I am stuck." is also a negative thought

Wow. I found out that "I'm stuck" is also a lie. I didn't realise this before. I'm progressing, I'm growing, I eat, I sleep, I read Bible more often, I'd like to talk to God more often, exercise more often... feeling like a child again in running towards my goal. I'm definitely not "stuck". As a child, I was not afraid to chase after my dream. But not so now. There is still something there that is blocking me. I don't know what it is. Something is hidden deep inside. I no longer have the same passion, or excitement towards my dream as I would have as a child. I really want to have that excitement and thrill again.