achievement

I feel bad that I didn't work hard enough to make myself better. I have plenty of time in the office. But I feel dreaded to learn a new language or setting up a business idea. I fear that I didn't do anything. I loathe waiting for time to pass. I will feel really useless  if I continue to live like this. It is time wasting. I know there are many envy of my current life, getting paid every month, even though not a big amount, but enough for living, and nothing much happen. I have to read Paolo Coelho. I will collect his books.