Baby steps

Finally, I have started to rearrange my closets. Haven't done yet but at least it's a baby step. Yay....

A bad weekend

I complained a lot last weekend. It was his fault. It was their fault. In the end I always put the blame on myself. It was my fault actually. You can’t expect others to change, and they won’t. You must find a way yourself. Why are you complaining? Helpless. Hopeless. Self condemning. We already know that we should be grateful but I just can’t, I was overwhelmed by every complaint and dissatisfaction. Frustration took control over me.

“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” ALL.

How? Holy Spirit, come and take over. Let the emotions lose their power.

Need to learn from King David:

“I will sing unto the LORD as long as I live: I will sing praise to my God while I have my being.”

Keep going!

I kept my workout plan 5/7 for last week. Where did I stop myself? “I have no time.”

I knew it was an excuse, haha, I just don’t want to do it today.

I will change my workout plan to weekdays only, and leave my weekends to my family.

On the other hand, I’ve been an “extra good” daughter for the weekend. I bought some food, did some cleaning, and some cooking. I could’ve done better if I have a proper to-do list for the weekend. I’m beginning to write down the baby steps I could take in de-cluttering my house.